I’ve been slightly out of it lately, seeking solitude behind the four walls of our home. The only times I’ve come out have been to run errands or to the gym for extra cardio. I’ve had to push to help complete the 30 Days of Truth blogging exercise to perhaps get back in the ring and get those inspirational/cathartic/give a damn juices flowing again. All this, and perhaps to learn more about myself and why I do the things I do. Thanks for your patience so far, my friends. You rock my world. Literally and sincerely. I’m thankful for the support and love I’ve received.
“Day One: Something You Hate About Yourself”
Kind of a harsh topic to start off, don’t you think? I won’t get all emo on you guys and state “everything,” though, there are some days that ALL of us feel that way. Today, though? I am made more aware of how personally I take everything. Someone could have the flu, look my way, and I’ll think the worst of myself and wish I had stayed home. I can honestly filter back throughout the day to that exact “negative” (how I perceived the look, word, action) experience. This occasional emotional instability comes directly from my childhood, having to stay on my toes at all time and keep up my presence as Perfect Daughter.